Hello, sunshine

Finally

2011-05-17T11:22:00.001+08:00

Hollaa ;)))

It's been awhile i didn't update my blog. Kinda busy with the classes, assignments, tests, quizzes.... penipu** ;p

Actuallly alot of things i wanna share but 'saya pemalas'. Oki fine. I know, i know :(

Oh lupa lupa. I da habis BELAJAR !! Jyeahh ;DDD ~ happy gila yoo ;)))

Finally kan...... Tak sangka.

Kawan kawan, Happy Graduation Day !!! Bergembira hari khamis ini ;D

Thank You

2010-12-31T21:31:00.003+08:00

Sekejab aje da habis 2010. Pejam celik, pejam celik. Taraaa... 2011 is coming.hee
Walaupun rasa sekejab masa bergerak, terlalu banyak kenangan pahit, manis, masam yang I rasa.

Kesedihan datang, kegembiraan yang mengubatinya.

Thank you Allah SWT for the strength that you gave to me ;)

Thank you Mama sebab banyak berkorban untuk Amy. Sabar eh. Lagi 4 - 5 bulan, Amy kerja ;)
Amy pun da penat nak belajar. Rasa da cukup tua untuk belajar lagi,hee

Thank you Papa sebab penat layan kerenah Amy. Bila kena panic attack aje, sure cari Papa ;p

Thank you lover sebab sentiasa support I. You being so nice to me. Serious !! Sampai Papa and Mama kata I selalu buli you.hee ;p

Thank you Fatimah sebab you selalu bagi I kata kata nasihat and dekatkan I lagi dengan Allah SWT. Friend forever oki ?? ;D

Thank you for those who hurt me. You make me more stronger. hahaha ;D

Thank you for those who make me smile and laugh ;)

Thank you for the happiness and sadness for the whole year 2010 ;)

Thank you for everything.

Thank you so much.

Holla 2011 !!

Please be nice to me ;)

Bestnya dia...

2010-12-18T23:47:00.003+08:00

Kadang kadang kita selalu mempersoalkan diri kita sendiri. Rasa macam diri ini tak perfect. Ada aje kekurangan yang kita nampak. Bukan kita tak bersyukur ke apa tapi memang da macam itu. Tu tak kena, ni tak kena. Bagusnya bila kita rasa macam ini ialah kita ada sikap nak bersaing tapi secara sihat la. Contohnya kawan kita pandai so kita rasa jealous dengan dia so apa yang kita buat ialah kita lawan dengan dia. Dulu lecturer BEL i masa diploma pernah cakap, "nak lawan pandai kawan kita senang aje. Tengok Formula One. Macam mana pelumba itu nak potong pelumba yang lain. Pelumba tu ekori pelumba dihadapan dia. If pelumba depan ke kiri then ikut dia ke kiri, if pelumba tu ke kanan then ikut juga ke kanan. Then lama lama tanpa sedar pelumba tu da makin dekat dengan pelumba dihadapan dia so bila da ada peluang, pelumba tu potong la". Tapi yang tak baik itu bila perasaan jealous tu melampau lampau. Mula la rasa tak puas hati. Mengutuk, tak nak kawan da and the worst thing orang buat bila nak guna bomoh bomoh ini. Omg ~ minta dijauhkanlah !! Tak baik betul ;)

I pun pernah rasa jelaous jeaslous ini.hee Standard la kan kan... ;p

Selalunya orang yang jelaous cakap 'bestnya dia blablabla...' bila orang yang dijealouskan tu :

a) Pergi vacation yoo !!
Setiap kali ada cuti aje kawan kita pergi holiday. Holiday bukan dekat dalam Malaysia tapi tu haa pergi sampai luar negara. Eventhough pergi Singapore yang sekangkang kera tu pun kita rasa jealous GILA !!! hahaha ;D Admit aje la kan ;p Pastu siap update status tengah buat apa semua. Sikit sikit update, sikit sikit update. Lagi la bertambah jealous. Nak lagi jealous ? Nahh dia upload pula gambar gambar dia tengah bersuka ria. Berasap aje tengok.heee Fuhfuhh* Tapi kita kena la cepat cepat redakan kejealousan tu. Think positive ~ takpa takpa. Ini masa kau. Nanti aku kumpul duit, aku dapat pergi juga la.hahaha ;D Hanya masa aje dapat menentukan segala galanya x) Bila da fikir positive so secara tak disengajakan kita pun akan buat perbuatan yang positive juga. Tiba tiba jadi hardworking gila bila kerja. Tak cukup dengan tu buat kerja sambilan pula.hee Bagus bagus ;)

b) Perfect gila douh hidup dia
Tak semua orang lahir dalam keluarga yang kaya. Betul tak ? Bila kita kawan dengan orang kaya ni sure kita akan kata yang dia tu lucky GILA !! Mana taknya semua benda dia dapat kot. Time sekolah belum pape lagi dia da rasa apa itu hp, apa itu laptop, apa itu gameboy or playstation. Telan air liur aje la kita.heee Dorang just minta aje dekat mummydaddy mamapapa dorang then sekilas pantas mummydaddy mamapapa dorang belikan. Cuba kita minta dekat mummydaddy mamapapa kita. Erkk memang tak berani la kan then confirm tak dapat.hahaha ;D Then back again think positive ~ tak semua orang tu perfect ;) Money can't buy happiness. Oki fine kita memang tak rasa apa itu kaya masa kita kecil tapi tak bermakna kita tak kan rasa juga bila kita da besar. Jadi la orang yang berjaya, ada gaji besar besar then kita bagi kekayaan kita itu dekat anak kita tapi jangan sampai mereka tu spoiled brat pula x)

c)Da la cantik pandai pula tu
Selalunya benda macam ini berlaku time sekolah sekolah dulu. Disebabkan dia tu cantik lagi pandai so sesuai la la sangat dia jadi tersangat la famous so apa lagi bertambah panas and jealous GILA la kita.hee ;p Ussually perempuan la kan. Guys ?? I'm not sure bila jumpa other guy yang much much better than them 'da la hensem, pandai pula tu'.hik Tapi bila da masuk U U ni da takda da rasa rasa macam ni. Tak matured la konon.hee ;p Tapi tipu la kan takda langsung rasa rasa jealous ni kan kan ? Bila da rasa jealous, apa lagi mula la buat benda negative ~ gossipng with our friends.heee ;p But the result will be positive ~ lega dada eden.hahaha ;D Iya la kan kita da share share cerita tadi. Phewww ~~ >:]

d)Charmingnya mr right dia !!!
Talking about mr right sure kepala otak kita yang bijak ni akan fikir "mr perfecto". Kan kan kan ? Siapa yang tak nak mr right yang charming lagi sempurna. Kalau buat list sure hensem yang pertama, 2nd kaya, 3rd pandai, 4th kaya GILA, 5th.... etc ~ Tak akan habis punya list kita tu. Tapi wujud ke mr right ?? Jawapannya wujud tapi 1 dalam sejuta la.hee ;p Cuba tengok keliling korang among your friends sure ada yang dapat boyfriend yang woww superb ;D Jealous kan ? jealous kan ? Mengaku aje ;p Pastu start la kita fikir benda benda yang melampau nak bergossip xoxo 'Eeee pelik la. Bukanya lawa pun tutt tapi bf gila hensem' or 'Aku lagi lawa kot dari tutt tapi asal la tutt dapat bf hensem macam tu' or maybe 'Ni mesti kena ubat guna guna ni'. Apa laa... Terimalah kenyataan yang dia bernasib baik. Maksudnya dia ada something yang kita takda and berjaya menarik hati lelaki yang awesome tu ;) Lagi satu, jangan la banding banding tau. Tak baik. Macam I, terima aje walaupun boyfriend I tu buncit, merepek and so on tapi I tetap sayangkan dia. Bagi I dia la terhensem sekali kat dunia ni. wink* Kita kena terima dia ada seadanya x)

Oki la. Penat la nak taip taip da.hee ;p Memang ada banyak lagi sebab sebab untuk kita berhak berasa jealous. Anyway, jealous tu bagus tapi jangan la OVER ;)

gemuk

2010-12-13T22:25:00.004+08:00

Dont judge a book by it's cover

Tak kenal maka tak cinta

Kita selalu dengar ayat ayat ini kan ? Sangat famous. Bila tak berkenan or tak suka sesuatu, ada aje orang cakap ayat ayat tersebut. Then after we hear it, we give a second chance to know more about them.

People ain't perfect

Yup. It's so true. Sometimes benda yang tak elok tu la adalah yang tebaik untuk diri kita. Trust me ;)

Apa kena dengan tajuk entry ?

Actually I nak cerita something. Kisah benar.hee

Masa sekolah dulu I kawan dengan semua orang. Tak kira la dia tu gemuk ke, kurus ke, pendek ke, hitam ke ~ semua I kawan. Siapalah kita nak judge orang kan. Mereka pun manusia juga.

Paling I kesian time tu orang gemuk. Kesian dorang. Because of they fat, self confidence dorang kurang. Dorang rasa diri dorang tak cantik.

I ada seorang kawan yang gemuk. Gemuk sangat. People always make fun of her. Panggil Pamela Andreson sebab dia punya 'tutt' besar ;p Tapi dia tak kenal Pamela tu siapa. Setiap kali orang panggil dia Pamela, dia akan tanya dekat I "Kenapa orang panggil kita Pamela ? Siapa Pamela ?". I just jawab "Pamela tu artis Hollywood. Dia famous tau so tak payah nak risau". Tak kan la I nak cerita pasal Pamela punya 'tutt' tu besar.hahaha ;D Sure kecik hati dia.

I memang betul betul jaga hati dia. Tak nak dia rasa rendah diri. Unfortunately, dia tak pernah anggap I as her best friend sampai dia sanggup tikam I dari belakang. Tak perlu la nak cerita what she done to me because it's really hurt.

We may forgive but will not forget

She asked for my forgiveness and I forgive her but to be friend as before, I don't think so.
For me, cukup la sekali.

Enough it's enough

But actually benda ni berlaku lagi masa I dekat UiTM Dungun. I kenal dengan seseorang yang gemuk. Gemuk sangat dan besar sebab dia tinggi. I berkawan baik dengan dia. Everything I will share with her. Pergi kelas pun sama sama sebab kitaorang satu kelas. Bila kat kolej, sure lepak kat bilik dia borak borak. Dia ada satu benda yang orang lain tak suka ~ bau badan dia yang busuk. I pun tak perasan bau badan dia. Kawan kawan I yang lain kata I da immune bau dia. Tapi tu la. As her friend off course la I back up dia. Orang cakap buruk aje pasal dia sure I akan lawan or I blah aje tak nak dengar. Until one day, I found out yang dia cerita buruk pasal I. Habis semua benda yang I kongsi dengan dia, orang lain tahu juga. Sedih tak ? Masa tu I marah, geram and sedih. Serious tak sangka dia boleh buat benda macam tu dekat I.

O.V.E.R I'm done

Dia tak mengaku and tak minta maaf dekat I. Malah menyombong dengan I adalah. WTF ?!! Huhh. Sakit hati.hee ;p Bila da tak baik dengan dia baru la I boleh bau badan dia. Omg. Memang busuk sangat oki. Macam mana la I boleh tak terbau. Mungkin betul kot I da immune.hahaha ;D

Fobia

Start daripada tu, I da fobia nak kawan dengan orang gemuk. Kawan tu tetap kawan tapi tak nak terlalu rapat. Kawan macam biasa aje. Kadang kadang tu rasa macam menyampah tengok orang gemuk. Annoying la mereka. Sorry if siapa siapa terasa. Bukan salah I rasa macam tu. Takda niat pun ;)

I still be friendly with everyone I meet but I jadi choosy bila nak buat kawan. Hanya orang tertentu aje. If I rasa something wrong with themselves ~ a'ahh I tak kan berkawan. Full stop !!

By the way people ~ I'm a good friend ONLY if you be good to me ;)

Gigi

2010-12-12T22:49:00.013+08:00

Orang selalu tak ambil kisah pasal gigi. Cantik ke gigi ? bersih ke gigi ? Yang selalu orang ambil berat pasal badan (gemuk ke kurus ke ?) Next rambut ~ what kind of style nak buat (rebonding ke curly ke or maybe pakai tudung biar terpelihara sikit)
Betul tak ?
Bab muka, takda hal la. Kan banyak make up so tampal aje la kat muka tu then the result will be awesome. Habis semua lubang lubang, bukit bukit, peta peta kat muka tu hilang.hee ;p

Tapi buat apa if ada muka yang cantik, then rambut yang woww then badan yg marvelous tapi gigi hancus ~ terabur bagai, kuning berkilat and bertampal tampal or karat semacam. Adoii. Susah nak discribe. Geli oki.hahaha ;D

Seriously la, for me gigi tu sangat penting. Hello !! To have a great smile kena la senyum nampak gigi. Baru la perfect muka tu. Takda la fake sebab nk cover gigi yang tak seberapa elok tu. Opss** a bit harsh but it's true la.
Betul tak ?

So for those yang tak seberapa gigi tu please la if ada duit pergi buat braces. If gigi yang berkarat tu pergi la cuci gigi kat dentist. Ngilu or sakit tu tahan aje for your own good.

Gigi tu sebenarnya lagi penting because ia mencerminkan diri seseorang tu. Pembersih ke, pengotor ke.

Eeuuww...

Thumbs up x)

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So from now on people ~ jagalah kebersihan gigi kita ;)

Alhamdulillah

2010-12-10T13:03:00.005+08:00

Syukur sangat sangat Ya Allah !!
Walaupun tak menepati sasaran tapi agak cemerlang juga la if compare dengan before this.hik ;p
Alhamdulillah ~ Hanya itu aje yang mampu diucapkan.
Allah makbulkan doa saya untuk dapat 3 pointer ke atas.
Mungkin bukan rezeki saya untuk dapat dean list sem ini ~ saya redha ;)

Betul kata kawan saya ~ "mintak je kat Allah ape yang kite inginkan.. InsyaAllah Allah akan tunaikan.. kadang2 Allah x bagi secara direct.. kite yg slalunye x perasan.."

Kawan kawan yang lain : Tahniah !! Good luck on your future undertakings ;)

Syukur, syukur, syukur

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Pemalas

2010-11-26T09:15:00.003+08:00

Cuti this semester, I jadi sangat pemalas !!
Kerja tak mahu.
Duduk rumah aje ~ online, tengok tv, makan (wajib) and tidur (harus) ;p

RESULT : tak sihat !!! :(
susah nak bernafas. rasa macam ada masalah peparu. da pergi jumpa doctor tapi doctor
kata ini semua psychology I aje. I diserang panic attack. merepek aje doctor tu. I nak
panic apanya. duduk rumah aje kot. just doa aje la semoga I oki balik and sihat ;D

-end-

You and Me = Forever

2010-11-22T22:58:00.006+08:00

Happy birthday to the love of my life ;)
Have a sweet moment on your day...

&

Happy anniversary !!! ;D
We have been together for 1 year ~ Woww ;p

Sayang,
You are still the man of my dream.
Growing old with you is one of my favorite things to do ;)
I LOVE U

Counting the days ;)

2010-11-15T09:25:00.006+08:00

Happy newly wedding to my beloved friend ~ Nurhalifa bt Maarof and her husband Mohammad Aizat Hazlani bin Othman.

Woww. I can't believe that you're married. hee I'm so happy !! ;D Sorry tak dapat datang your wedding ceremony last weekend sebab final exam belum habis lagi but I did come this weekend kan ;p

Oh here a picture that I took from facebook ;)

Rafiq Khamis's photo/facebook

Seronok sangat tengok a few of my friends who engaged and already got married. Some of them da pregnant la and ada tu da ada anak da.

Omg. How beautiful their life isn't it ? ~~ Jealousy !!!

When is my turn ? One day and I'm still counting the day x) ~ blushing**

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p/s : These memories will only be share with someone I love the most in my life ;)

It's Over but I'm Happy ;)

2010-11-11T11:37:00.006+08:00

Things changed now.

I don't know how or when it happened.

It's all of sudden.

But it's oki.

For at least I know who are friends to me.

Some people be friend with us just because we have something that benefits them.

Some are not but they're difficult to find.

They once made me happy.

They smile when I smile.

They hug to comfort me when I'm sad and cry.

But again... Things changed.

I just remain silence.

It's the best way maybe.

Losing them doesn't mean I have nothing, but I gain something more valuable ;)

Thank you for the good and bad things that you've done.

Let ALLAH repays back on my behalf.

End of story.

It's OVER but I'm HAPPY :D

p/s : new chapter of my life.

I am different

2010-10-17T10:39:00.012+08:00

Gembira tengok mereka gembira ;)

Cemburu ?

Yup. Sangat cemburu.

Sebab

Aku LAIN.

Congrats to my batchs ~ wish you guys all the best ;D

Akan merindui Sanorliana yang sweet (hari hari kata dia cantik), Atifah yang ke arah kebaikan (pun hari hari puji dia cantik), Guys BACC yang hot ke especially Azza & Zaim yang sentiasa buli tetapi mereka baik oki (sebab dorang la i dapat nama baru ~ AME) , Ejat orang gila tapi macho (belanja movie,kihkih...) , Suhaili @ susu yang HOT sangat !!! Pastu geng yang sentiasa bersama Ijan & kawan kawannya (hye ijan ;)) & Intan & sekutunya and lastly Juanne & the geng.hee ;p

Tak lupa juga my beloved housemates : Yana, Reen & Yuyun ;)

Friends forever ~ insyaAllah ;)

No tittle

2010-10-16T11:25:00.007+08:00

Hye everyone,

Lama da tak updated blog. Banyak benda nak cerita tapi tula takda masa. Pastu takda internet & laptop.hehehe Nak beli yang baru ?? Urmm... macam harapan aje la kan ;p

Sekarang ni I'm FREE !!! Yeayyy ;D Best sangat. Selesai semua test & quiz. Alhamdulillah !! Semuanya seperti diharapkan. Even awal sem macam tak perform sangat sebab practical kot so otak macam slow sikit.heee ;p

Eh belum lagi la. Ada report yang belum di submitkan. Alaa report aje kot.kihkih ;)

Last 3 weeks rasa macam apa aje. Stress gila !! Semua benda macam annoying aje. Rasa macam nak sepak semua orang.hahaha ;D Word paling famous time tu 'bodoh'. Tried to control tapi tak boleh. Keluar juga dengan berjayanya.heee ;p Tapi takda la teruk sangat kan word tu. Betul tak ?

Sekarang ni da takda da stress stress. Just nak focus final exam aje. Oh. Jadual oki la. Ada masa untuk study even ada 2 paper hari & esok. Faham tak ? hee ;p

25/10/2010 maf 620

4/11/2010 ais 510

8/11/2010 aud 610

9/11/2010 fin 610

Untuk 2 paper terakhir tu kena make sure siapkan note & hafal siap siap. Semua paper kena A. Wajib !!! I nak juga rasa apa itu dL macam adik i. Jealous betul la dengan mira.heee ;p

InsyaAllah... Allah swt akan sentiasa dengan kita jika kita berusaha, berdoa & bertawakal dengan-NYA ;)

Selamat beramal !! hee ;p

Oki la. Stop kat sini dulu. If ada masa, i akan cerita lagi oki ??

Hari raya..

2010-09-10T21:04:00.005+08:00

SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI !!!

Never say goodbye

2010-06-27T00:10:00.002+08:00

People may come & go in our life. It's just we don't know where & when it will happen. How hard we try to hold them but once that moment arrive ~ we just have to let them go. Even we'll might hurt badly.

Awak, free tak 30hb ni or 1st of july ? Kita nak belanja awak ni. If 30hb ~ dinner or lunch kat Times Square. If 1hb ~ dessert only (Baskin maybe,hik x)) So macam mana ? ASAP eh ;p

"I will never ever say goodbye to friendship"

Part time job & my love

2010-06-09T20:54:00.016+08:00

Hello everyone.

I'm done with my internship ~ yeayy !! I feel FREE ;D
I have 1 month more before I start continuing my studies. So what I'm gonna do for 1 month ? Just lepaking at house ? Of course nope. I'm working ;)

OPTICAL POINT
The place that I'm working now. Before this during my semester break I used to work as a waitress at San Francisco Pizza, KLSC Wangsa Maju & Fashion Advisor at Calvin Klien Jeans, Pavilion. It was great actually doing something during our break. We gain the experiences & also hell yaa the salary bebehh ;p hee...

This is the first time I work at optical shop. I'm really excited to start working but at the same time I'm lazy. haha ;D But I have to work because I'm not like other daughters who can easily get anything they wishes for. I have to work if I want to have something that a little bit expensive. Yup, that's me ;)

Check out my desire list :
1. Samsung Corby
2. new lappy
3. new glasses

Then the balance is for shopping !! Yeahaa ;D Can't wait for that moment x)

On my 1st day of working, a lot of new things that I've learned. I learned how to make glasses. It's cool huh ? Then I met some of the customers that makes me remind much about my boyfriend ~ I miss you sayang sooo much ;)

The working hours are from 10.30 am - 9.30 pm. 10 hours working + 1 hour break. It's too long right ? Pheww ;p To tell the truth actually I'm pretty much do nothing at my workplace. Every morning I have to clean up the shop then most of the time I just sit & wait for customers to come in. It's kinda boring & time moves so slow. I feel like 1 hour = 1 year.hikhik ;p

" Doing nothing can make you feel tired "

Oki. Enough talking about my part time job. If there's any hot stories, i will let you guys know ;)

Oh here some pictures of me & my boyfriend ;)
The last weekend was awesome !!

Nor Amelia & Omar Qayyum

Enrich Chocolate Old Town ~ yummy x)

Restaurant Rasa Sayang Nasi Kandar ;)

Sayang, thank you for the necklace ;)

I LOVE you indefinitely

&

I MISS you

Smile

2010-06-06T22:29:00.003+08:00

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Alhamdulillah ;)

Thats all I can say.

Everything is fine. I'm glad he came to KL to see me ;)

Even there are some fights here & there but we still can managed it.

I'll update more soon.hikhik ;p

note : cepat cepat I nk gambar ;p

I'm not me

2010-06-03T18:08:00.007+08:00

9/5/2010

Lama sungguh hari berlalu

Hening malam menyiksaku

Bila bersendirian sepi jadi pilu

Kau pergi aku yang hilang

Sedikit pun hidup tak senang

Langit cerah ku renung mendung kelabu

30/5/2010

Kerana diriku bukan aku

Tiap kali kau menjauh

Fikiran tak keruan

Jiwa rasa kekosongan

Diriku bukan aku

Tiap kali kau menjauh

Pulangkan dia ke pangkuanku

Yang digemar menjadi bosan

Sukarnya cari ketenteraman

Bila hati bersedih semuanya tak betul

Ku cuba setabah hati melupakan

Dirimu dari ingatan

Tapi semakin dicuba semakin rindu

Dear sayang,

I can't stop loving you. Everyday it keeps growing. Believe me that I do 100 % trust you or even more than that but please promise me that you will hold my trust tightly & don't even break it. Will you ? ;)

Dear friends : Thank you for being a good friends to me ;)
But this is my life so let me do it my way.
All I need is u guys being beside me so that when I
fall there will be hands to hold me back.

Cunnya...

2010-06-02T09:45:00.003+08:00

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Orang lain sibuk dengan Blackberry. iPhone or whatever ~ but I nak Samsung Corby... Why ? Sebab murah !! hikhik ;p Then function dia oki laa but still canggih ;) Design dia cun & touch screen. I will make sure I akan dapat Samsung Corby bulan ni juga ;D Amin...

Don’t give me a shit !!

2010-05-04T18:25:00.006+08:00

Im really mad lately. It’s because someone who I thought could be my friend is giving me some shit. WTH ??

Oki. This is not the 1st time she does this to me. It started the last time we have an assignment asked by our our boss to do some reports about the seminar that we' ve attended. She does the beginning part, then she asked me a favor to finish it. Oki fine. It’s not a problem to me so I did it. She said that we just need to copy & paste the summarization of speech by each presenter on the report that has been given by the organizer. On the day that we have to submit, she said that she's not satisfied with the report & she wanted to edit it. Oki I know it’s my fault & I admit it because I finished it at the very last minutes (my bad). She's mumbling and I don’t care until the point when she said “no wonder orang selalu gaduh dengan you” & I was like WHAT ?? Eh hello !! I’m not who's having problems with the housemates and at the end you're the one who move out from your house or even change the class. It’s so funny when she said something that actually reflect to herself.haha ;D

Since then I never talked to her again until she says sorry to me. I accepted her apologies & we become friends again. I gave her a 2nd chance.

Unfortunately our friendships weren't last long. Guess what ? She did it again. It happened on the day that Puan Hanim came to our office to visits us. Well people, Puan Hanim actually said something which are generally about rules & regulations in the office such as timing and we have to come early before 9 am & informing the supervisor before going back home.

To make a story, we had our conversation about what Puan Hanim told us while we on our way to night market after our work hour. Well surprisingly when she told me that all the reminders that Puan Hanim said was actually dedicated to me. But what shock me more was when she told me that “you suka melawan & satu office tahu”. I was like WTF ??? Celah mana aku melawan cakap orang….

Oki to tell the truth, she always come late to the office. Most of the time she comes around 9.10 – 9.20. So who's the one having a timing problem ? Yes, definitely her. Besides that, I had never go back home before 6 pm. I will shut down the computer exactly at 6 pm & wait awhile since my computer has a problem due to the virus. So it will takes some times to shut down. Oki fine. I never know that we have to inform the supervisor before we head back home.

I was like ‘mengelabah ayam’ after I heard what she says. Supposedly I should just be cool right ? Haiyakk !!! Because all the reasons she said was the reflection of herself. I shouldn’t get mad or crying. Yes, I’m crying… like a baby.hikhik What a shame ;p

Anyway, Im really grateful to have my mom, my sayang, my friends (especially fatimah) for being there to comfort, support & give me some advises. Thank you so much ;)

What happen between me & her ? Well I don’t want to be friend with her anymore. Enough is enough. I've already gave her a 2nd chance & there is no 3rd chance. It’s oki for losing her as friend. I don’t even care. There are nothing much to talk about between us. Oh by the way, she has a lot of enemies outside there.hahaha ;D So bye bye LOSER !!! Get your life & may god bless you ALWAYS ;)

Weekend !!

2010-05-01T13:36:00.014+08:00

I feel so awesome !! It’s weekend so that means I don’t have to go to work ;) Yehaaa… hee ;p

But it seems like I don't have any activity to do on weekend. Doing things I like the most like surfing & watching tv all the time will make me getting bored. Serious !! So at last, I will take a nap ;p

Oh just now my little sister watched Gol & Gincu. How I miss that movie. For me it's a great movie ever that Malaysian Film produced. I really love Fazura. She's being herself in that movie which kind a ‘gedik’ but it’s fine to me. She’s so sweet & pretty as well ;)

& because of that movie also I fell in love with Pierre Andre. He’s so romantic in that movie. When he called Putri (Fazura) “sayang” I was like melting.haha ;D He’s cute & I really adore to have a boyfriend like him. I remember the last time he had an interview with REMAJA magazine for the valentine day issue and his line saying ‘Jika saya ada duit 1 juta akan saya gunakan untuk belajar bawa kapal terbang then sewa kapal terbang untuk bawa future wife saya ke satu tempat yang saya taburkan bunga ros tulis I LOVE YOU & pada masa yang sama saya akan bisikkan kepadanya sudikah jadi ibu kepada anak anak saya ?’. Oh my God !! I was like pheww after reading it & how I wish he can be my boyfriend. Tett !! In your dream Amy ;p

Oki done for today & will update more soon ;) Dadaa !!!

p/s : I called you because I miss you. Sorry...

Who am I ?

2010-04-30T19:27:00.001+08:00

Hye everyone.

It’s been awhile I didn’t update my blog. There are problems with my internet.hee

How I miss blogging ;)

Today I want to share a story about best friend type & how happy I am with my life.

Heee… it sounds serious huh. A few years back, I read some articles in CLEO magazine which the title of the article is ‘ Who are you ? ‘

This article attracted me & makes me reading it till the end. At first the article give you 10 questions for you to answer it. The questions are about your personality, environment & social life. Then once you finish it, you have to calculate all the answers to find the final answer ~ Who are you ?

I done it & the answer for me was I am “ A Best Friend type “. I was like okiii… Then the article explains what best friend type means. There are more other types but I can’t remember them ;p

For the best friend type, the article said that I’m a person who really care about other people feeling. I’m a very good listener & trying hard to be a good advisor. All I want is people around me to be happy. I will try to make everything fine no matter how hard it will be. When bad things happened, I can still smile. Huhh. Really ? Cause it depends on how bad the bad thing is. hahaha ;D I’m also naïve, kind, fun to be with and easy going. Then the article said that everyone loves to be friend with me. As for a boy they might fell in love with me ( the article said, not me ;p ) & for a girl they wanted to be my good friend. But at the same time I have to be careful because people might take it as an advantage for themselves but the article didn’t mention what kind of advantage and since everyone always bahan-ing me & hell yaa people make fun about me so I assume that this is might be one of the advantages for themselves. It’s oki for me as long as it’s not too much so take a note people & stop calling me a penguin ;p

What I want to say here is things are change now. I might agree with the article but again I read it a few years ago. Now I’m a different person. The new Nor Amelia ;) I want to be a better person. More mature. My family likes the changes in me especially my mom & I’m glad to hear that.

But there are some problems occur among my friends. They said that they hate the new Amy. It’s because I refused to go out just the two of us ( with a guy ), spend time with them at mamak stall at night or even watch a movie. They said that I've changed myself just because a guy & how stupid I am doing it. I give the explanations and tell them that I do not change myself because I have a boyfriend but it’s because I want to. For me, this is a right time to change. I've already found someone who I want to end up with so all I want to do is to focus on my future. That’s it !!

It’s oki if people keep saying that I’m not a fun person anymore because I’m happy with my life ;) Meaning of fun for me is being with my family & my boyfriend ( Yes sayang. You are also part of my family since mama loves you more than me.hikhik…). And please take a note my dear friends, it would be my pleasure if you want to join me hanging out with my boyfriend. You wouldn't be invisible. I promise ;)

So here are my priority list :

1. Family

2. Future

3. Love

4. Friends

So please bear in your mind. Thank you ;)

Friends, you guys still have my love & don’t worry I will not left you guys. Never ever. I’m still Amy who's a good listener, chatterbox & clumsy.hee ;p

Hye. I'm lazy !!

2010-04-07T21:12:00.006+08:00

-google pic-

Penat + ngantuk + malas !!

That why da lama tak update blog. Banyak cerita nak kongsi sebab banyak benda yang berlaku lately ni tapi tu la. Da rajin nanti i update oki ;))

Oh before that, my beloved uncle ~ pak uteh passed away :(

Al-Fatihah...

Bad mood huhh ?

2010-03-26T13:22:00.004+08:00

I'm not oki !! :(

-end-

Mari belajar memasak ^-^

2010-03-24T21:00:00.002+08:00

Di dapur.

Me : Mama. Amy ingat amy nak belajar masak la mama. Amy nak masak sesedap mama. Boleh tak ? Hee ;)

Mama : Elehh. Iya tu. Ok kalau macam tu pergi potong cili, potong bawang pastu pergi blender dia.

Me : Err... mama. Amy just belajar tengok aje boleh tak ?? Watch & learn...

Dang !! Gila pemalas ;p

Wedding Ceremony

2010-03-23T21:04:00.004+08:00

Malasnya nak update blog. Padahal banyak benda nak cita ^_^

Oki oki. Sementara tengah rajin ni, nak update laa...

Hari Sabtu minggu lepas (malam) , ada wedding ceremony anak lelaki kawan papa ~ Uncle Rosli. Sangat hebat oki wedding ceremony tu. Venue dekat Restoran Seri Melayu. Woww !! Grand gila ;D Uncle Rosli booked that restaurant almost RM 26000 for the whole day. Woww again !! Yang dijemput hanya 500 tetamu sahaja. So sempat la cuci cuci mata tengok guys yang handsome handsome belaka ;p Anak datuk tu. Hikhik ;)

Yang tak bestnya tetamu datang lambat. Dalam invitation card tu kan tulis 8.30 ketibaan tetamu so please la make sure datang pukul 8.30 or before 8.30. Tak pasal pasal makan lambat. Actually I da lapar sangat time tu. Hee ;p

Psst... Anak first Uncle Rosli sangat handsome ~ PILOT ;) tapi slacknya dia da kahwin. Damn !!

No table ~ 31 ;)

Ika, Papa & Mama (kelakar muka mama ;p)

Yup !! That's me with ika ;)

Note : Bila turn kita sayang ? Hee ;p (gedik)

Oh !! Kereta mama kena pecah semalam. Tak ada benda penting hilang. Cuma road tax aje hilang. Buat apa nak curi road tax ? Tak faham I. Tapi mama da buat police report. Nasib baik ada insurance boleh cover cermin kereta tu. Tadi pun mama kerja halfday. Cermin kereta mama pun da oki ;) Syukur !!

BIG problem. SHIT !!

2010-03-16T20:21:00.003+08:00

Eee geramnya !!

Hp rosak LAGI !!!!!!!

Perlu ke rosak sekarang haa ???

Kerana kesempitan hidup

2010-03-14T11:18:00.005+08:00

Terkejut dengan berita pagi ini. Tak sangka dia yang dimaksudkan. Oh come on ! It's DRUG... Dealer pula tu. Boleh dihukum mandatory gantung sampai mati. Tapi kenapa perlu dia jadi macam tu ? Da tak ada akal ke nak fikir yang mana baik & buruk ??

I had a conversation with my mom while we're having our breakfast. We talked about this issue. I asked my mom kenapa dia buat benda bodoh tu. My mom said it's because kesempitan hidup !!

Dia kan da kahwin. Ada seorang anak yang sakit. Pastu mak dia pun sakit cancer. Dia pula tak ada kerja tetap. Cuma jadi pelakon yang job tak menentu. Which drama yang ada muka dia ? Tak ada satu kan ?? So tak ada duit la dia. Jadi dia tertekan....

So jalan yang paling mudah cari duit ialah merompak or jual dadah.

Too bad for him, dia kena tangkap akhirnya setelah sekian lama berjaya dalam 'kerjayanya' .

Sekarang dia da buat orang yang sayangkan dia menangis. Especially his mom. Tak rasa berdosa ke buat mak kita sedih & susah hati ?? Da terlambat nak patah balik. Tawakal aje la. Moga Yang Maha Esa dapat membantu dia.

I just harap I tak jadi macam dia walaupun sempit macam mana hidup ini. I percaya banyak lagi jalan yang diredhai oleh-Nya yang boleh I pilih. I tak nak famlily I rasa sedih & menyesal dengan kelahiran I di dunia ni. I nak mama & papa rasa bangga dengan I & menjadi idola kepada adik-adik I. Aminn :)

Anyway, I used to like him.hee ;)

Confession : I miss you

2010-03-13T20:03:00.004+08:00

Dear sayang,

Day by day, 26 days already since we last see each other. The last time we met was on 14 & 15 February. It only 3 weeks & 5 days but I feel like a year I didn't see you & I started to miss you.

Everything I do remind me of you :(

Sometimes mama noticed how bad I miss you & keep asking me ' rindu omar ke ? '

Sayang,

How I wish you can come to KL every weekend but I know you've been busy with tests & quizzes so I've to wait until you feel free to come & see me.

Note to you

2010-03-12T07:54:00.005+08:00

Omar Qayyum

FIGHTING !!

I know you can do it sayang ;D

Muahhx ~

I MISS YOU

Nor Amelia

Bilakah ?

2010-03-10T10:44:00.004+08:00

BILA NAK BAIK NI ??

TAK LARAT DA MACAM NI ??

2 HARI DA MC :( ~ ALHAMDULILLAH !! BUKAN DENGGI. CUMA DEMAM PANAS. DOCTOR KATA PANAS DALAM.

p/s : Doctor handsome ;p ~ sakit sakit pun sempat lagi mengatal.hikhik... Hye doctor Nik ;)

Mimpikan kamu semua

2010-03-07T10:45:00.002+08:00

Malam semalam I mimpikan you guys ~ Add, Jehan, Fasya, Noel & Omar ;)

Iyaa... Sargent Pepper's Lonely Heart Club Band.

Mula-mula kita semua pergi lunch kat Gazebo ( rindunya nan cheese dia~ slurpp !! ) Makan sambil buat lawak & cerita. Fasya macam biasa asyik kena bahan dgn Add. Noel dengan cerita debate dia ( tak habis-habis ) . Jehan gelak aje ( suka dengar Jehan gelak ;D ) . I dengan Omar cuma tengok aje you guys.hikhik ;p

Lepas tu dengan tiba-tiba kita semua berada kat OU.hee... Plan nak tengok movie ;) ~ Tak sure cerita apa. Da beli tiket semua, Fasya ajak I teman pergi beli chocolate. I pun teman Fasya :) I decide nak beli something kat you guys. Add ~ kuaci sebab dalam mimpi tu you teringin nak makan kuaci, Jehan ~ popia, Noel ~ chocolate kit kat, Fasya ~ mentos & Omar ~ 100 plus. Ntah pape ntah I beli kat you guys.haha ;D Ada apa-apa meaning ke ? Ahh... Nama pun mimpi.hikhik ;) Lepas tu kita makan-makan kat dalam kedai tu dengan selambanya.hee ;p

Tapi setakat itu aje la mimpi tu. Terjaga aje dari tidur terus rasa rindu gila dengan you guys. Serious !!

100 % single

2010-03-06T18:12:00.004+08:00

OMG !!

You're so cute wearing this shirt.hee ;p But it's to late honey. I'm taken.haha ;D I just want you to know that you still adorable & awesome !! You will find someone who is better than before. Or do you want to wait for me ? hikhik ;p

Fahrin Ahmad, do you want to borrow my 100% single button ? It can help you. Really !! hee... You can wear it everyday like I do before ;))

Amy Emo

2010-03-04T19:07:00.008+08:00

Hati tak tenang. Rasa seperti ada budak kecil tengah ketuk-ketuk hati. Iyaa... budak kecil. Sakit, pedih, perit etc. Jiwa celaru, sakit kepala, badan rasa lemah... :( Kenapa ?? Entah la. Susah nak cakap. Tak terluah rasanya. Banyak sangat yang nak dikatakan. Nak simpan sendiri tapi nanti diri jadi tak menentu. Nak luahkan, takut terguris hati orang lain sebab salah sampaikan maklumat. Urmm... Benci sangat dengan perasaan ini. Benci !! Sebab perasaan ini buat diri saya nampak lemah. Tak mampu buat apa-apa. Hanya mampu mendiamkan diri. Memandang sepi tanpa ada apa-apa tindakan. Loser kan ? Tapi itu la saya buat masa sekarang. Ya Allah !! Kuatkan la aku. Tabahkan la aku. Aku tahu dugaan-Mu ini hanya bagaikan debu sahaja tapi aku insan yang lemah yang perlukan kekuatan dari-Mu :((

Oh March :)

2010-03-03T21:01:00.003+08:00

Hello MARCH !!!

SURPRISE SURPRISE ME ♥

Oh. Tadi jumpa my friend ~ Ijan :)

Dia kata I nampak kurus.hee

Padahal makan banyak aje.

Baru aje check berat badan.

46kg. Woww !!

Aah la. I da kurus ;D

Introduce to you....

2010-03-01T20:58:00.003+08:00

FORMSPRING.ME

Oki I cerita apa itu formspring.hee ;)

Formspring is a place for those who want to ask ANYTHING kepada someone yang ada account formspring ini whether directly or secretly. Try it on. It's fun !!

http://www.formspring.me/noramelia

3rd post

2010-02-28T22:37:00.002+08:00

Kiss me out of the bearded barley

Nightly, beside the green, green grass

Swing, swing, swing the spinning step

You wear those shoes and I will wear that dress.

Oh, kiss me beneath the milky twilight

Lead me out on the moonlit floor

Lift your open hand

Strike up the band and make the fireflies dance

Silver moon's sparkling

So kiss me

Kiss me down by the broken tree house

Swing me upon its hanging tire

Bring, bring, bring your flowered hat

We'll take the trail marked on your father's map

-sixpence none the richer-

-kiss me-

2nd post

2010-02-28T22:25:00.004+08:00

To Omar tersayang ~ Sorry sangat-sangat. I tahu salah I. Mesti you stress kan ? Rasa bersalahnya:( Urmm da la you ada test esok. Padahal problem ni kecil aje tapi I besar-besar kan sebab masalah 'perempuan' ni.hikhik ;p

Sayang you

Fighting !!

1st post

2010-02-28T22:09:00.004+08:00

To : IKA & OMAR meu amor ;)

Oki fine. Saya belanja kamu berdua BURGER KING tapi order BBQ Cheese Burger aje tau. hee ;p Tak boleh over-over.

p/s : don't worry ~ order set setiap sorang ;D

Dan akhirnya keguguran...

2010-02-27T14:01:00.008+08:00

You guys mesti tertanya-tanya kan pasal title post hari ini ( gila perasan famous orang baca blog dia ) hee ;p

Actually I nak cerita pasal rambut I yang gugur dengan berjayanya lately ni. I risau sangat. Setiap kali sikat, haa.. ambil kau. Banyak sangat ! Macam heroin sakit leukemia pastu scene sikat rambut ~ macam tu la.

Lebih menakutkan bila time shampoo rambut, pehh... banyak gila rambut gugur. I ada baca kat satu web ni, it's normal setiap wanita gugur 100 helai rambut sehari but in my case I gugur more than 100 helai rambut !! Err... menakutkan :(

Ada orang kata rambut I lebat so standard la gugur tapi mana boleh macam tu. Tak kan nak tunggu rambut jadi nipis kot. Ada orang cadangkan I pergi trim rambut every month. Ada juga yang kata rambut I ni banyak chemical sebab tu rambut gugur. Ada yang suruh tukar shampoo ~ sebelum ni I pakai Sunsilk but now pakai Feather ;) dengan alasn Sunsilk tu penyebab keguguran. Urmm... Semua I da ikut da except trim rambut every month.hee ;p

But still rambut I makin teruk gugur sampai papa risau. Papa suruh pergi Yun Nam Hair Care buat treatment rambut kat sana. Mama pula da bising-bising sebab rambut banyak kat lantai. Kesian kan I ?? :(

I plan nak pergi buat medical check up tapi I takut !! Jab lagi doctor cakap ' Cik Amelia, saya harap cik boleh terima dengan tenang bahawa cik telah menghidap.... ' Choi choi !! Tak mahu tak mahu !!! Aku nak sihat ~ nak kahwin, nak ada anak, nak berjaya, nak tolong family, nak travel around the world.... Ya Allah, sihatkanlah aku. Aminn !!

Kawan-kawan, doakan rambut saya kembali pulih, sihat, berseri & cantik oki :) Terima kasih... ;D

Bila la nak potong rambut ni. Da bosan da dengan rambut panjang. Rimas !! hee ;p Tapi nak potong macam mana eyh ?? Any idea ? ;)

I hate you but I love you

2010-02-22T18:46:00.005+08:00

10 things I hate about you ;)

1. I hate you when you late in replying my message in handset & yahoo messenger because it keeps me waiting.

2. I hate you when you talk about your fantasy & imagination because sometimes it makes me feel annoying even I know you're trying to make jokes.

3. I hate you when you keep reminding me for the mistakes that I've done even I've already asked for apology because it makes me feel guilty.

4. I hate you when you keep making promises to me because I'm afraid that you might not fulfil your promises just like how you did before because I might get hurt so badly.

5. I hate you when you always have reasons for what happened even though your reasons sometimes make no sense.

6. I hate you when you laugh at me & it makes me want to knock down your head.

7. I REALLY hate you when you say sorry & I just easily accept & forget it.

8. I hate you when you get mad at me because it scares me.

9. I hate you when you always right & I always wrong.

10. The most things I hate about you is that I keep loving you even you keep doing the things that I hate about you.

I LOVE YOU

I miss you

Cemburukah dia ??

2010-02-17T14:09:00.012+08:00

Tik Tok Tik Tok

Bunyi apa tu ?

Itu bunyi masa ;)

Kenapa dengan masa ??

Actually I tak faham kenapa dengan masa ni.

I ada 2 soalan :

* Kenapa bila time kerja masa lambat gila gerak ?

eg. 5 minutes = 5 hours

So u guys bayangkan berapa tahun saya rasa duduk dalam office ~ sila kira ikut office hour yea ;p

Haa... yang ni lagi aku tak faham !!

* Kenapa bila balik rumah lepas habis kerja or time cuti ke , masa mesti bergerak laju gila-gila ?

eg. macam sekarang la. Baru nak start update blog, da 3o minutes rupanya depan laptop.Baru start aje tau. Urmm...

Pelikkan ?? Tapi itu la. Perkara ni memang benar-benar berlaku dalam hidup I. Adakah masa begitu mencemburui saya ?? Hanya masa saja ada jawapannya... ~ misteri betul ;p

S . S . M

2010-02-16T19:50:00.020+08:00

Saturday (13 / 2 /10)

Venue : tGi Friday, Wangsa Walk Mall.

Give us more FRIDAY's ;p

Ika & mirang enjoying their meals much ;)

me too !! hee ;p

Sunday (14 / 2 /10)

Venue : GSC Signature,The Gardens & Old Town, Sri Rampai.

Yaa, I know. It's a Valentine's Day but we didn't celebrate it. It's just that my sayang come on that day.hikhik ;p So we watched movie ~ Percy Jackson & the Lightning Thief. The movie was SO SO but it's still a good movie i think ;)

Then we went to ' lepak-lepak ' at Old Town before I sent him home.

fokusnya ;p

peace !!

Monday (15 / 2 / 10)

Venue : Cosmic Bowl, Wangsa Walk Mall & Splendid Cafe, AU Jusco & One Utama & Uptown Danau Kota.

We were having a GREAT GREAT time !!

We were playing bowling.hee ;)

Bring it on ;p

kusyuknya...

Im too good.hikhik ;p

Elehh, gaya aje nak lebih ;p

Oki fine !! you win, I lose :(

p/s : practices make perfect ~ Fighting amy !!

peace people !! ;D

Ouh romantiknya.hehe ;)

The spaghetti meatball was so damn delicious ~ yummy ;p

Then at night, I went out with my 'adik-beradik' :D

We went for shopping baby !!

Hot babes ;D

little miss brainy ke ?? hee ;p

Note to mirang, ika & omar qayyum : u guys made my day. TQVM, muahhx...

For you...

2010-02-12T23:39:00.007+08:00

Made a wish, I can dream

I can be what I want to be

Not afraid to live my life

And fulfil my fantasies

I learnt a lot of tricks to help me live my life

You helped me find my paradise

When you came you were like

Sunshine through my window

That's what you are

My shining star

Sunshine

Making me feel

I'm on top of the world

Telling me I'll go far

Reaching out, for the highs

You inspired me to try

I felt the magic inside

And I felt that I could fly

I'm looking at the world in an optimistic light

You made me appreciate my life

'Cos when you came you were like Sunshine

You are the calm

I am the storm

You are the breeze that carries me on

When I set adrift

You wink at me

You're there for me

Making me feel I'm on top of the world

Telling me that I'll go far

Sunshine

My star, my star..

-GABRIELLE-

-sunshine-

Bodoh laa kau !!

2010-02-11T20:30:00.009+08:00

BENGANG aku !!

SIOT betul mak bapak baby ni... Tak da akal ke buang anak sendiri haa ?? Kau tak kesian ke ? Apa dosa dia ?? Kau yang berdosa tahu tak ?? BANGANG GILA !!

Sakit hati aku tengok keadaan baby yang tak berdosa ni. Aku tak dapat bayangkan masa dia still bernyawa lagi kena hurung dengan semut. Sakit okii... Tapi dia tak berdaya nak buat pape. Ya Allah !! Kesiannya baby ni...

Aku nak orang-orang GILA yang suka hati buang anak ni dihukum setimpanya ~ dunia & akhirat !!

Kalau tak nak anak kau, bagi la siapa-siapa yang nak anak. Jangan la buang sesuka hati. KEJAM !! Ni manusia oki manusia. Bukannya barang. BODOH !!

FUCK YOU PEOPLE !!

note : contact aku kalau tak nak anak kau.

Why me ??

2010-02-10T21:57:00.002+08:00

Before balik ke KL dari Johor. My family & I, Mak Andak's family, Acik's family & Kak Nah's family singgah makan-makan sebab Abang Fad nak belanja ~ terima kasih Abang Fad ;) Planning nak makan mee rebus & mee bandung. So Abang Fad bawa ke Restoran Z.Z SupTulang. Restoran ni agak famous la kat Johor. Dia ada 3 cawangan. Woww !! ;D

Sampai sana, susun la meja ~ duduk ramai-ramai. Best sangat.hee ;) Pastu da duduk tempat masing-masing, mulalah sesi order mengorder. Semua sibuk membuat pilihan. Nak mee rebus tulang ke, mee bandung tulang ke, mee bandung telur ke... urmmm

Then lepas pelayan tu ambil order, kitorang pun borak-borak & buat lawak semua. Macam-macam kitorang cakap. Senak perut & sakit pipi asyik gelak aje ;p

10 minutes ~ our drinks sampai. I order air bandung soda. Sedap !! Then kitorang sambung balik borak-borak sambil makan otak-otak ;)

15 minutes after that ~ our meals sampai.

pelayan : mee rebus tulang ( cakap kuat ) , nasi goreng paprik ( cakap slow ) mee bandung tulang ( cakap kuat balik ) ??

me : sini- sini ( sambil tersenyum )

pelayan tu pun letak makanan tadi.

pak andak : siapa yang order nasi goreng paprik ni ?

me : err... amy punya ( senyum lagi )

pak andak : apa laa... ada ke pergi order nasi. orang datang sini nak makan mee rebus.

mak andak : amy amy... (sambil pass nasi goreng paprik i )

papa : biasalah amy ni. pelik sikit...

abang del : ntah pape ntah...

me : tak apa laa. amy tak suka la mee mee ni.

papa : kita kena la try . nasi goreng macam ni kat rumah pun boleh buat.

abang fad : ntah.. nasi goreng paprik anytime boleh makan.

..... dan mereka pun gelak-gelak dengan gembiranya.....

& me ??

Senyum menahan malu. Nak buat macam mana ~ saya tak suka mee, saya suka nasi goreng paprik & saya terkena bahan lagi ( dengan family sendiri pula tu ) .

Bahan itu oki but why me ??

Anyway, mee rebus & mee bandung dia sedap !! nasi goreng paprik ? oki oki aje la. haha ;D

Ni la restoran dia ;)

Mama, pak andak ( baju oren ) kak nah & husband ~ abang din ;)

Abang fad & mak andak ;)

Nasi goreng paprik ;)

Ouh. Gambar mee rebus & mee bandung tak ada.hikhik ;p ~ sorry...

note to mirang : fighting !! ;D

Plus Plus Equal To

2010-02-05T23:08:00.003+08:00

1st equation :

weekend + family = JOHOR

2nd equation :

wedding + holiday = JOHOR

explanation : tak sabar nak pergi Johor Bharu ;D Seronok seronok sebab tak pernah pergi sana.hee... Johor !! Here I come ;p

Ohh !! To Abang Hafiz & his future wife ~ Selamat akad nikah esok... ;D

3rd equation :

makan + makan + makan = buncit

explanation : sure makan banyak nanti --> Chicken chop rm 5 ( sabtu ) + nasi minyak special (ahad ) = bestnya ^ - ^

p/s : semalam + hari ini = mengelabah, hee ;p

Permulaan bagi segalanya...

2010-02-04T20:43:00.009+08:00

Sekejab aje da masuk bulan February. Pejam celik pejam celik, taraa... 2 bulan da practical. So that means I have 4 months to go.

Fighting AMY !! ^ - ^

I can't wait to end up my practical. Now I know how it feels to be a worker especially an office's worker. Gila boring oki.hee... Every single day doing the same things. Tak ada cabaran langsung. Thanks GOD, it's just for 6 months but what if it is for the entire life ?? OMG !! Hard for me to imagine how my life would be. Urmm...

Betul cakap orang-orang tua. Belajar lagi best ;D That why, tak sabar-sabar nak balik KBM.hee... Jab lagi bila da sambung belajar, kata tak sabar nak kerja pula. Bukan boleh percaya 'Si Amelia' ni ;p

BYE BYE JANUARY !!

Bulan January ~ bukanlah bulan yang baik bagi permulaan tahun 2010. I mean there are problems everywhere but I can still managed them. Alhamdulillah... ;) Without a problem, there is no life la kan ?? hee... ( nak sedapkan hati ;p ) Anyway, I still had a great weekends --> Thank you sayang ;D

HOLLA FEBRUARY ~~ bulan kekasih ^ - ^

I just wish that bulan February ini penuh dengan keceriaan & kejayaan ~ family, friendships & with my sayang. AMINN !! ;)

p/s : tak sabar march ;)

Period Pain

2010-02-02T13:37:00.008+08:00

Da 2 hari da kena period pain sampai hari ini tak pergi kerja. Yeayy !! ~ tak kerja ;pTapi yang tak bestnya sakit la. Ni pun baru balik dari klinik. Semalam makan penadol but still tak oki oki lagi sampai malam tak boleh tidur. Sakit gila oki ;p Kaki kejang, badan rasa lemah, seram sejuk, perut & pinggang rasa macam ada orang tengah pulas-pulas. Pheww... tak mampu nak kata sakit dia mcm mana.

Ini ubat-ubat yang doctor bagi. Banyak !! Besar-besar pula tu. Takut nak makan.hee ;)

Doctor cakap yang period pain ni terjadi sebab badan kita kekurangan garam. Ia mungkin terjadi sebab kita kuat berpeluh bila kita berjalan, berjogging & etc. So apabila badan kita berpeluh, apa yang perlu kita buat ialah ganti balik garam kat badan kita tapi doctor tak cakap pula macam mana.haha ;D Maybe, minum air garam kot.hikhik ;p Or minum air isotonik ke macam 1ooplus. Urmm tak sure. Macam my sayang kata minum sup sebab sup ada garam ? okiii.... hee ;)

Ouh 1 thing as a reminder !! Jangan sesekali makan pain killer untuk hilangkan rasa period pain. Bahaya sangat... sebab pain killer ini actually koyak kan kita punya ovari & for the long term kita akan nampak keburukkannya. So say NO to the pain killer !! ;)

For your information, everytime I had my period I akan makan pain killer. GOD !! Risaunya... Hopefully nothing bad happen to me. Aminn ~ What I have to do is pergi jumpa doctor & just makan ubat yang doctor bagi. Selamat aje.hee ;p

"If I know what love is, it is because of you."- Herman Hesse

Love Letter ;)

2010-01-27T21:27:00.007+08:00

عمر قيوم January 27 at 9:49am

Dear Amelia yg comel,

I love you.

You have a nice and sweet smile.

You make me happy.

You should be always happy too.

Someday I will make u happy and never leave your side.

You + me = love.

If I saw you now I'd kiss you all day long.

I want to hold you.

I would build a love nest just for you.

If I could sing you any song it would be Sampai syurga-Faizal Tahir. Hehe

We could lay down under the stars and talk all night long.. intimately. Hehe

Love,

عمر قيوم

a.k.a SunShine

(P.S.: I love u indefinitely, muahx.)

AIM & Meet Them

2009-12-25T22:33:00.016+08:00

It's been 1 week I didn't updated my blog. Yaa... I know I'm kinda lazy and it's getting worse day by day :p Guess what ? I always feel sleepy at my work place. Every single time. Ouh. Before that, let me introduce my work place ~ AIM Wangsa Consultancy. Actually I don't know what exactly AIM stands for but i always make joke saying that AIM stands for ' Anugerah Industri Muzik '.haha :D

SORRY BOSS !!

When the first time I came here I was like ' WTF !! Am I gonna do my practical here ? This is the worst place I've ever seen '. What I mean is IT'S SUCK !! ~ ' Buruk gila ' oki... and I hate it.

Then the staffs here were so ' kecoh ' and make me feel annoyed towards them. huhh !!

But then, after a few days... I'm starting to like about them. They're actually have so much fun to be with as they always make joke :) ~ but seriously it can't help me from being sleepy.hee

3 weeks already passed and THANK GOD because I never feel stress doing my practical here.

I still have work to do and submit it before the dateline but I'm lucky that I don't feel so much stress like my other friends did during their practical. ALHAMDULILLAH...

This week gonna be the last week for the Politeknik Perak's students doing their practical here.

Let's meet them :))

This is Zaty. I don't know her real name.hee Sorry dear :)

She is 21 years old this year and from Putrajaya.

She is cute, chatterbox, funny and friendly...

To zaty : Nice to know you and thanks for the good explanation about UBS and teached me how to record the transactions using UBS. Thank you again :D

p/s : guys !! she's still single.hee

This is Mezeeyah Mazlan. I call her Maz. She is 20 years old this year and from Puchong. When I first time saw

her, I think she is so beautiful. I like everything about her especially her smile ~ sooo pretty :))

She is also cute, matured than me, smart and friendly... :))

To maz : Study hard !! I wish you all the best.

Nice to know you dear...

p/s : she's not single. sorry :) hik hik...

This is my place. A little bit messy with documents. ~ planning to decorate it :)) Yaeyy !!

Until then I'm gonna update more about my working place.

- the end -

p/s : thanks for the gold class GSC ticket ~ avatar... thanks for the blanket rm 5, hee... thanks for Madam Kwan's Restaurant ( fried rice + chocolate milkshake ) and lastly thanks for your love ~ I love YOU :)

Listen...

2009-12-14T18:54:00.005+08:00

I feel like a sky without the sun, cause you are the one.

There are no words that could describe how I miss you,

I miss you, everyday.

Cause I love you whether it's wrong or right.

You are the one I share my life with.

And I wish that you could be the one I die with.

And I pray that you're the one I build my home with.

I hope I love you all my life... <3

I know they wanna come and seperate us.

but they can't do us nothing.

because...

I don't care what they say and I'm gonna be with you :)

Pagi yang sangat bahagia :D

2009-11-17T11:27:00.010+08:00

Yeayy !! Bangun pagi-pagi aje ternampak cahaya matahari setelah sekian lama asyik hujan aje. Hopefully panas ni akan ke petang and malam pun jangan la hujan, please... :D

Banyak baju yang tak kering sampai baju-baju yang baru basuh tak tahu nak sidai kat mana da sebab semua tempat da kena reserved.hee :)

Dulu time kecil-kecil bila hujan, i used to sing lagu tajuk dia 'Rain go away' kot. Tak sure tajuk dia :p

Rain, rain...

Go away...

Come again another day...

Repeat it until the rain stops :)

Actually until now i masih nyanyi lagu tu.hee... Tapi betul bila i nyanyi lagu ni, hujan berhenti. Tapi kadang-kadang makin lebat ada la. Maybe suara time tu kurang merdu kot. haha :D

Oki oki. I nak cerita pasal my dream house :)

THE GLASS HOUSE

Kenapa glass house ? Jawapannya sebab i suka.hee I pun tak tahu kenapa tapi memang i suka la. Maybe because it looks unique, simple and nice. I asked my dad is it expensive to build the glass house then my dad said that it depends on the material of the glasses.

Tapi jangan la transparent macam rumah kat atas ini. Gila tak ada privacy. Da la duduk kat malaysia, mesti terbitnya gossip-gossip.hee :p

What i mean is rumah i nanti ada tingkap yang besar and tinggi dekat living room, dinning room and also the bedroom but for the bedroom kena letak langsir ~ Iya la. Nanti orang lain nampak yang bukan-bukan. Opss... nakal !! :p

Lepas tu, i nak rumah i nanti bertemakan putih suci. Maksudnya semua perabot warna putih or it can be warna yang lembut-lembut so that tak ada la serabut kepala bila balik kerja penat-penat kan ? :)

Haa... One thing, i tak suka banyak sangat perabot sebab i suka kan keluasan. Wahh !! Bestnya :D

For the bedroom, i nak grey colour. Why ? because it's my favourite colour :) And then a little bit of red colour. Biar romantic and sexy gitu :p ~ yum yum...

Last but not least, rumah i kena ada laman yang luas so that every weekend my husband and i can have our hi-tea ~ i masak cucur ikan bilis ke, cekodok ke, pisang goreng ke, french fries ke...hee :p while we're looking at our kids playing in the yard. Comel kan ? One happy family at home :D

Done with my dream house :)

Dan Tak Mungkin

Wajahmu, Hatimu, dan tentang dirimu

selalu kan berada di dalam hatiku

Sejak awal bertemu

aku tau rasa itu

namun tak mungkin aku

untuk memilihmu

Dan Tak mungkin untukku

tuk menggapai cintamu

walau rasa di hati

ingin memilikimu

cinta harus berkorban

walau harus menunggu selamanya

ku tau…

kau bukan untukku

Kenapa ada gambar agnes monica and lirik lagu ? hee :)

Semalam tengok music video ~ dan tak mungkin by agnes monica. I suka lagu ni sebab lirik dia. Sangat-sangat sedih la lirik dia. Sebak aje rasa ~~ emo da amy ni :p

Rasanya ni lagu lama agnes. U guys try la dengar lagu ni kat youtube eyh eyh :D

Yang kelakarnya, semalam i ym dengan hafiz (senior bacc part 7). Lepas tu, i suruh la dia dengar lagu ni kat youtube tp dia kata susah nak tengok kat youtube sebab internet lembab so dia download laa music video ni. Half an hour lepas tu, hafiz pun bertanya :

"lagu tu cerita pasal dia dengan piano dia ke? dia bercinta dengan piano dia ke??"

Haha :D I gelak guling-guling lepas hafiz tanya soalan macam tu. I pun cakap la dengan hafiz :

"gila pembaris u. Tu just klip video aje eyh. haha.... sengal !!"

Tak sangka ada orang lagi pembaris dari i.haha :D Pending pending... :p

-End of story for today-

p/s : I'm happy because i have u :)

Purple Flower :)

2009-11-15T22:02:00.004+08:00

Hello there...

My name is Amelia.

I will define the meaning of purple flower.

Purple flowers represent the elements of dignity, pride and success.

The giver of the purple rose seeks to convey that he or she has fallen in love with the recipient at the very first sight.

Thank you :)

p/s : can i have purple lily, please... :)

Another Superwoman :D

2009-11-11T20:57:00.004+08:00

To Acik ~ my mak cik :) : Thanks for the advice. Amy sangat-sangat terharu. Acik buat amy tersedar and akan amy ingat sentiasa nasihat acik. Acik dari dulu (masa diploma) sampai sekarang, tak jemu-jemu bagi nasihat and petunjuk dekat amy. Terima kasih lagi acik... Amy tak akan lupa sampai bila-bila. If amy perlukan petunjuk, amy call acik eyh ?hee :)

Sayang Acik ~ FOREVER...

Another superwoman : Sharifah binti Taib

p/s : currently favourite song ~ falling for you, colbie caillat :)

Happiness :)

2009-11-10T13:26:00.003+08:00

Fasya ! Pagi-pagi kita call awak (tengah hari kot.hee...) awak tengah on the way pergi dP with them (add, noel, syu and the rest) ~ Gila jealous !!

Kita kat kL, bangun makan (woww... ada nasi tomato la) then lepas makan masuk bilik online. Tu aje yang kita mampu buat.hee... -->keluar bila perlu ~ macam kenalkan ayat ni ?haha :D

Tapi tak apa. Awak and korang semua patut enjoy pun selepas penat study for final (awak penat ke study?urmm...)

-end-

Apa la yang i merepek ni.hee... tiba-tiba cita pasal fasya. Sorry fasya :p

Tak sabar tunggu 12hb ni. Yeeyy !!... My sis dari arau balik kL.

'Cepat la balik mira. Tak sabar nak bercerita dengan kau ni. Kau pun sama kan ? Siap kata rindu lagi kat aku dalam massage. haha :D

Kita bercerita sampai lebam. Pastu tengok movie, window shopping ~ as adik-beradik always do'

Sayang adik-beradik :)

Weekend ni banyak invitation yg perlu ditunaikan :)

1st invitation (sabtu) : yuyun, izz and kawan-kawan ajak pergi sungai congkak ~ Best juga. Boleh mandi-mandi and berkelah. Da lama tak beriadah. haha :D

2nd invitation(sabtu) : teman my friend pergi jalan telawi, bangsar. Looking for the dress ~ dinner with her guy ~ 2nd anniversary. Happy anniversary sayang-sayang !! :)

3rd invitation(ahad) : Watch movie 'pisau cukur' with my friend. Cita ni best tp lagi best if tengok with my sis ~ mira. --> my friend ajak tengok movie ni sebab nak tengok 2 gadis cun (maya and fazura) berlakon bersama ~ ntah pape ntah. Opsss... :p

Yess !! I have something to do this weekend :) wink*

p/s : i heard something last night that hurt me... :)

Cerita cinta...

2009-11-09T13:23:00.006+08:00

Masing-masing ada cerita cinta masing-masing... ada yang gembira, ada yang sedih and ada yang biasa-biasa aje. hee :)

Lately ni, ada banyak cerita yang i dengar daripada kawan-kawan. Tapi lebih banyak cerita sedih yang i dengar... so as a friend, i cuma mampu mendengar (im a good listener) bersuara apabila rasa perlu (not really good as an advisor) ~ sebab takut salah apa yang kita cakap and lagi sedih mereka :p

I tak boleh if my friends tengah bersedih or ada problem but i tak ada kat sebelah mereka. And lagi tak boleh if dia tengah menangis sebab i selalu tenang kan kawan-kawan i dengan peluk mereka and menangis sama-sama.

I sayang sangat dengan my friends so i tak suka bila mereka sedih. I kalau boleh orang yang i sayang happy selalu especially with someone they love :D

Here some my advice to my friends :

Baby tua : dont give a hope to 'him' if you love someone else. just tell the truth. there is no 'try to love him' or whatever just because he be nice to you. you might hurt 'him' as well as yourself. then, if you love 'dia' and as he told you ~ tunggu habis belajar... its already show that he's like you so dont make any assumptions that he waiting someone else while he with you. trust me !! i know him... :)

miss cekodok cute : be strong girl !! he dont deserve you.. you deserve someone better outside there :) try to forget him. dont hate him because it would make you more painful. talk to him and bagi kata putus kat dia. take your love back... fighting !!

Angel : cintailah dia seperti mana dia mencintai kamu :) dia da cukup sempurna untuk kamu. tempislah segala perasaan yang datang kerana ianya hanyalah mainan yang akan buat kamu alpa kepadanya :)

cik putih mmu : if he told you that ' saya da tak ada perasaan dekat kamu ~ tak tahu mana hilang ' (what the f***k !!) then get off my dear... dont waste your time untuk lelaki macam ni. iya, i faham 4 years you guys bersama but ini belum kahwin and nanti da kahwin macam mana ? fikirkan lah... cinta tak boleh hilang, berkurang or setakat tu aje. cinta akan sentiasa bertambah :)

To : kawan-kawan yang bahagia --> semoga kekal bahagia buat selama-lamanya. Eurmm (hidung bergerak-gerak)... da bau nasi minyak la.hee :) Buat sedap-sedap eyh ~to che fatehah wink*

p/s : still walking and searching for the answers :)

Promise and Trust... Penjaga hati :)

2009-11-06T10:58:00.007+08:00

Baru bgn tidur terus on9. Update blog.hee Sepatutnya breakfast dgn my friend, makan nasi lemak kat kampung baru tp xjadi sebab tidur mati (katil kat bilik best gila) !! And guess what ? I check phone i, i dapat 13 miscall and 1 msg dari my friend. Bengong gila pergi silent phone buat apa. Aduhh... :( Saat2 yg paling menakutkan time nk baca msg dia.

"U, kenapa xangkat phone? U tahu kan kita nk breakfast sama pagi ni. Dont promise if u cant make it. I turun wangsa maju semata mata nk jumpa dgn u n ni yang i dapat ??"

Alamak... Pagi2 da kena marah. I terus msg my friend. Say sorry n explain everything. My friend reply kata dia x marah cuma sedih sbb mungkir janji. Pastu dia bercerita pasal promise, promise, promise... untuk menjaga hati dia, next time breakfast i belanja dia. That is my promise to my friend:))

Semalam pula, i learned something about trust :)

Kita perlu jujur walaupun niat kita tidak bercerita hal sebenar adalah untuk menjaga hatinya sbb once dia dapat tahu yg kita ni x bersikap jujur, trust itu akan hilang sedikit demi sedikit. Betul x ?hee :p

p/s : Saya penjaga hati :)

1st blog, heloo sunshine :)

2009-11-05T22:04:00.003+08:00

Aida Noor Fasya

Fasya, kita da ada blog da. Yeayy !! Tp blog ni xkan mcm awak punya blog laa. i mean emo :p Jgn marah... itu style awak kan2 ?? Cuma org aje yg x puas hati tp still nk baca blog awak. Macam kita, kita suka baca blog awak. No 1 fans awak.hee :p

Fasya, awak kawan terbaik kita :) Awak sentiasa ada bila kita susah senang. Saya sayang kamu oki :p Bila awak sedih, ingat kita n call kita. Jangan sedih sorang2. Kita x suka awak sedih2. Xcun.haha :D

Adderly Shah

Asshole !! hee. Xda laa. U baik sebenarnya. As i said before, 2 thumb up for u :) Tp agak melampau la u bahan i tp x kisah la. I know u didnt mean it :) Biasa la mulut longkang kan ?hee (Aku lebih tahu - mila)

Add, kita kawan sampai bila2 eh ? Nanti rajin2 la turun kL. Boleh hangout sama2. Mcm hari tu. Best kan2 ? Pastu ajar i ethic + risk. I kan nk belajar time practical nanti supaya pandai masa part 8 :p

Noel Meldan,

Noel = kepochi :p Xsangka i boleh bkawan rapat dgn u. U kelakar n kelam kabut.hee Funny aje :D Haa. U also a good advisor. Thanks noel :)

Noel, nanti turun la kL jumpa i n fasya tau. If i n fasya x bz, ktorg dtg melaka jumpa u eh. Jgn rindu kat kami n notty2 tau. If rindu call ktorg eh2 ? :)

Jehan Soraya,

Hye jehan :) Kita mcm jarang spend time together kan ? Bila ktorg free, u bz. Umm nk buat macam mana. Xpa2. Nasib baik u tggl kat kL so still boleh hangout. U, me n fasya. Gossip girl xoxo. haha :D

Omar Qayyum,

Xtahu nk cakap apa ;p Senyum aje laa :))

oki la. Da xtahu nk cakap apa da.hee Nanti i update lg blog i :D

p/s : u are my sunshine...